Man, I am just having a shitty summer. That gorgeous little laptop I got? Turns out there are no drivers for XP, so I've been waiting all summer for restore discs that freaking work. They were supposed to come yesterday, but apparently they're not coming until after my boyfriend gets back from his vacation.

Not to mention how fricking depressed I've been... At least in May I could blame it on all the stress (at the end of the school year, everything just seemed to fall apart...). Now I just feel like a freaking loser who's never going to amount to anything.

It doesn't help that I haven't really been out of the house lately. My dog just had puppies, and lately they're the only thing that makes me smile without fail (especially since my boyfriend went out to California). Except because of them I've been sleeping days and watching them all night 'cause they're so freaking loud.

Everything just... sucks. I really need to get out of the house and hang with my friends for a while, away from the dogs and especially away from my parents.